Friday, August 7, 2009

Fourth Time's the Charm...?

They say ''third time's the charm'' right, but if it doesn't work... could there be a fourth time wherein eveything finally goes perfectly right?!

This day we're supposed to have soccer intrams, I was so psyched to play, I brought everything there is that you could use/wear in soccer; you name it, and I already have it right in my bag.
So there we were, getting ready for the much-anticipated game, but then, my parents texted me and said that i can't play 'cause nobody would come and get me from school if I stayed late!
So when I told my classmates that, they were all so disappointed, some even tried to convince me to just ride in another classmate's bus, some hurt me :D, and some just felt really down.
So in the end, I was able to let my classmates down, as well as myself for not knowing sooner.

And then, when I went to my bus unwillingly, with regret and second thoughts glooming over me, my busmate that I really ''liked'' told me she'd ride in the bus as well even though all her other friends are going out. Then this other busmate of mine who's a boy, tried to convince her to come with them, I eavesdropped in their conversation, she said she just wasn't allowed to, then suddenly they were hugging... for a really long time... AS A MEANS OF SAYING GOODBYE!
Then I tried not to let my thoughts show when she was talking to me about what happened unknowing I've already heard, and seen, all that has happened, and God, did she look so happy...
Then the same guy came back again, trying to convince her again, and the bus driver sided with him, and i just stood there... surprised that she actually took the offer up this time, I don't want to comment since I might just ruin her day (date)... but I swear to myself I was crying inside

And just when I was wishing that something today would actually go right... I believed in the saying ''third time's the charm'' so I took the risk and made the text message I've always been wanting to send to someone... and let's just say the answer is much worse than what I was expecting... so now I'm thinking... tomorrow, maybe something really good would actually balance all the negative aura I've had this day... ''Fourth Time's the Charm'', anyone?

I'm listening to: Evanescence - Torniquet

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