Confessions of A Broken Dream

i had this dream last night, a dream when we were together again
as i recall all that has happened, i only see glimpses of this nightmare
no matter how much it hurts, i know i could never run away from the truth

i knew it could never happen, and yet i fell on its trap
so contented with the happiness i was experiencing
that i forgot the line between reality and my fantasy

''a friend said you wanted to talk to me, i didn't know what to do at first
but i knew i must face the truth someday, so i decided it was today
she led me to where you wanted us to meet, all alone in this quiet day''

''suddenly you said you were sorry, you never wanted things to go this far
you offered your hand to me, i couldn't move, i couldn't think
so you took my hand, held it against yours; i still remember how warm it felt''

''we talked things through, and everything finally cleared up like a fog
I said heartfelt promises for you and me, and then you asked for a hug
something i was wishing for a very long time, i gladly accepted it''

and just as everything seems to feel like we're living in our personal heaven
sadly, perfection was never meant to be as i heard something ringing in my ear
as i woke up, i realized- it was just a broken dream fueled by my longing heart

*true story...

I'm listening to: Avril Lavigne - Complicated