Chanced Meeting... or Fate?

''Who knew a bathroom could be so dangerous?''

okay, so this day, we watched a very ''interesting'' musical in the theater and during the intermission, I took the chance to go to the CR
When I entered, I suddenly became cautious of your presence since I saw your friends there
Just when I thought the coast was clear, I went back to normal and did my usual thing
Then... suddenly I heard someone talk about colored contacts, and since I'm the only one I knew who wore colored contacts, I got curious and glanced at the person who was talking about it.
And poof... suddenly you were behind me talking to your friends about it, I wasn't sure if you noticed me, but since you were just talking about me, I guess you did...
then somebody turned the lights off and the whole room became dark, everybody was going crazy both of anxiety and excitement, but then I felt someone grab me by my shoulders
by the time they lighted the pitch-black CR again, everybody was already going out since the play's about to start, with you at the last of the people leaving
I still wonder who was that who grabbed me when everybody was in chaos, then I remembered that you were the person behind me before the lights were off
I'm still rationalizing with myself and thinking it was all just an accident, but at the back of my mind, I was wishing it wasn't, I mean, you were looking at me when the lights were turned on.
After that, i went to look for you before the play starts, but there you go again, disappereaing just when I want to talk to you, and appearing when I don't.
i guess filling my soul up with lies and fantasies isn't the best way to get over you, but I still want to believe that you still care and convince myself that this chanced meeting is fate...

''why the hell am I letting you take over my life...''